What to say on this six month anniversary of Judith's passing. Laura and Ian are doing well. I am not. For me, the passage of time seems to make things harder. I am reliving quite a bit of the "hard parts" of the passed few years. The people in my life are certainly not getting the attention from me that they deserve. I feel like a burned out bulb. I don't know what I have left to give.
I have done what I can to create a loving environment for the kids. I want so much for them, but it is so very dark. I think I know this will pass, but right now there is nothing. She deserved more from me...
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